I feel like I’m just addicted to being sad and in love.
And that makes me so goddam sad because I’m better than that, I really am.
I have all these wonderful things about me but I’m constantly drowning in misery and loneliness.
I just want someone to stay. God please. Someone just stay and love me. Let me be somebody’s world. Let me not have to even try.
I deserve that much, I do. I could be beautiful if given the chance.